Fierce Ostrich

Kneeling down on resting purpose, don’t kneel down so fast, it might hurt your knees.
So I took out some homemade mitten that some One gave to me 21 years ago and said,
SOUL

Suddenly my hunger roses to a level that I can’t endure. Don’t eat hastily, you’ll get a stomacache.
So I took out some holy water for soothing my stomach and prevent it from pain and said,
RELIGION

When I realize that I finally full, I feel lonely like hell.
You need to socialize, or you’ll feel lonely.
Then I took an envelope and a piece of paper to tell the others how I feel and said,
FRIENDS AND FAMILY

Though I got through all those phrases I feel even more uneasy.
Oh! don’t forget the to sing-a-long song with someone.
I search it everywhere that I could barely reach but somehow that lyric is nowhere to be found and I said
LIFE

LIFE should be on top of this note you fool.

High oh high up up and away.
Liberation makes me feel uneasy these days…
But I do enjoy the view that I have up here
the higher I fly the better view I”ll get.
And if I’m lucky, sooner or later you guys might find me dancing on the Ciirrostratus.

With a little bit of waltz and bossa. im setting “free will” at my autopilot.
not ready to go, enjoying the blurry scenery yet manipulating the open fraid neatly.
I’m on my way. But this view keep whispering my ear and soul to stay as long as I could be
and I love this oasis of mine. 
Because it love me that much I’m starting to feel that this is the place where I belong.

I’m going to cherish it. 
Live it to the fullest. At the Cirrostratus
and the hell with the people below me.
They will keep bugin me away and keep trying to pull me down.

I’m happy here and I will show that.

Making things wonderland, flower blooms and season changes
I’m living through time with sincerity that hold on to nothing but lies
mind our own yet horse do can look around without it’s glasses.
I’m ashame of myself who find it very excruciating even with the barrier of my mind. 

evolving to things that lead to uncertainty, I do believe me.
to what i’m hanging on right now? is it faith, hope or stupid promises?
and when i knew that I only hanging on times that lead me to where I’m standing on now.
I feel like an actor without his script.

The flower will bloom they say, and I do know that
and knowing things saddens me, when I suddenly can’t help but to kneel on the ground.
can’t do nothing but wait for those hands that will never come.
I’m on my own.
for many years to come.

Adele

April 9th 2012,

I dont know how to put it actually. Its been around for like I don’t know, a year perhaps. Its this feeling that makes me alive but at the same time, its been giving me this continous heartache which is also, keeping me alive. And to make things clearer, I admit that I cried so many times over this somewhat unpromising matter.

I am a strong being and always have been a fighter. Too bad I don’t fight over this (I did, but considering my league, I stopped) hard enough because maybe, I’ve lost my faith and life have given me nothing but dissapointment in this particular field. 

Somehow I know that this note will not give me any advantage towards this matter whatsoever. I rather to keep it implicit because what’s in store for me if I go out there and wish something from someone who doesn’t want to know about how I feel. Someone who keep me around  just because I’m actually strong enough to do that, wise enough to move-on and be adults. Bollocks, I know that I’ll get rejected right away.

This note is for you, the one that I’ve been sticking up to, the one who might haven’t give me any promises yet I took it way differently.

Sincerely,

Cosmokid

Fierce Ostrich

Kuro met another dogie on Valentine’s Day! She is downtown girl yet very classy. She didn’t let Kuro touch her stuff and she struts like a cat. Although she is gone now (hope she’s coming back), I bet she made his day. Happy for Kuro:D

Fierceostrich